Damn my hair is not as curl as 2 months ago liao. Kinda lazy to manage it. Everyday i riding 1hour to work and back, wearing helmet and jacket, pressing my hair, this is one one of the reason that making my hair becoming less curl.

I think maybe I want to change another hairstyle on CNY eve next year.

But wont choose curl hair again although i look pretty with it. Wakaka~ Unless there is somebody can help me manage my hair, for free.

I want to try some other hairstyles, but i think i will get opinion from

the barber 1st.

Yesterday i got saw some girl cut their hair very short one, like boy haircut. That looks nice for me, they are very dare to cut so short, i wish i have the braveness to cut like that too.

I believe in that if we are brave enough to try on something new, our live can be more interesting. Some of the things I am not brave enough to try it. Some of the thing i have no enough money to try it. Some of the things are "restricted area", do not ever try it.

Actually i hate my working time. from Monday to Friday i working on every night, 7pm to 9pm. Although it is just 2 hours only, but i have to spend 1 hour to go and back from workplace. I wish to join some activity like dancing class, or learning some music instruments. How i wish to use the night time to do these, or watching tv. I rarely hanging outdoor, no many friends. I use my daytime to help at my mum's shop(actually i was wake up late. about 9am and sometimes 10am)

I am feeling that this kind of life was kinda wasting my time. My working salary was not big, just a few hundreds. Sometimes i was thinking of changing another job. I think my brain is getting "rusty" because i rarely social with people. Almost everyday facing my notebook. Some of the stuff is just stucked in my brain, just like an unwashed drain. What should I do....??

Or sitting in front of computer everyday is a safer place to stay, while the outside is just have many many dangers which might happen on me?? Maybe i am thinking nonsense, or i am
don't know how to say what am i thinking. There is so much thing to think about when we are getting older. Some of the things are out of our control. Now I am really know what am i writing here, i just type out what appears on my mind. Good night everyone.

[1.41am, 14/12/09]

Today i went to the PC fair, and bought some item.

A cooling pad (RM39.90), A flexible mini USB fan(RM8), a transparent notebook skin, another notebook skin with pattern, and a USB Hub.

Actually I took about one and a half hour to walk in the fair eventhough there are only few stalls( I that was think about 15)

Walking here and there, looking for the cheapest than any other stalls. there is some item are cheaper than yesterday cos i already go by yesterday. Such as the most attractive pc

stuff is the Speaker... Mostly are RM90 and above, after buy those stuff that stated above, i dun have that much money liao. Need to keep some money for CNY later.

献给给任何一个你。

This month was seems to be so long to reach the end of the month as i waswaiting for my salary of this month. I spent my money on buying a modem for my broadband. It costs RM218, and plus with the Celcom monthly student package, RM50/month, made up the total is RM268. Phew!! Overspent!!

Feeling boring now. As a single girl, what i do everyday is just almost the same thing. A single girl, how am i gotta manage myself?

Again, since my friends go to study university, i spend my time by sms with stranger. Spent sms money with stranger, not worth it. I get nothing from them except for wasting my money. Most of them are s*cks.

Being single, although sometimes feeling lonely, i try to not to think about it. If i think that i am lonely, I will feeling down. I hate that feel.

Being as a single and alone, good or bad? Enjoy or not?

Today(i mean 12 of august), i see a very terible doctor. The doctor have to do a small surgery on a patient's eye. and the way he doing it is very rude for me. How can he doing like that? So what, if u are a doctor. Try to think if u are the patients.

Let me tell u how rude he is. first, he have to do inject the Lignocaine. When doing the injection, he press the syringe very fast(compare to the other two doctor). He inject twice, the second time really rude, i see the way he inject into it, quite straight into the skin(usually i see is put the needle flatter, not straight like doing injection to ass.) . Then, he doing the cutting on the patient's eye, this part is okay. After that, he do some cleaning on eye by using alcohol with syringe but without the needle. this part also doing very fast. =.=

I wonder why was this doctor doing lke that. How does he graduate??!! Why are you want to be a doctor if you are not patient enough?? Sigh... luckily not this doctor open this clinic ab=nd hire me. If yes, i will work at there for one week only(i think so =D).